Self hatred

-leicht abgewandelt nach Maria Mena

Self hatred grows in me like cancer,

I can't locate its whereabouts but it's feasting on its host.

Self-Fulfilling Prophecy,

You're the only guaranteed loyalty;

In this town,

Full of weak mothers,

abusing boyfriends,

and left lovers.

I swear to you, I'll never love again.

This hunger grows inside me like a tumor,

The dizziness just compliments

This failure of a girl.

I'm settled now,

This show of mine consumes me,

But every pound I shed

Speaks volumes of my lack of self control.

Self-Fulfilling Prophecy,

You're the only one that dare speak the truth about me;

In this town, with

Well intentioned mothers,

Starving daughters,

Worried lovers.

I swear to you, I'll never eat again.

I swear to you, I'll never trust again.